I’ve started this blog to put my thoughts to text. I’m tired…every day, I’m so exhausted.
I work at a retail job I hate, I come back to a home in storage room that I loathe, and I’m so stressed at work trying to hit obscene quotas without any great satisfaction other than helping my coworkers and managers achieve our shared goals.
But their goals aren’t my goals.
My co-workers are awesome; they are the best group of people I have ever worked alongside, and I feel the same about my managers.
But I just hate what I do.
I’m so tired all the time that I have to take a nap in the park during my lunches, then I come back to work for round two.
This isn’t working out. My life just isn’t working out like I want. I need a change; I don’t know what I’m going to do, but I am going to do something big this year because what I’ve done hasn’t been working.
I need a complete shift in my thinking.
And I need to do it soon.